Hii, Im April and this is my weightloss blog. Im 17 years old and Im losing weight the healthy way. c: ♥ -I used to be a bulimic-
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5'2
SW: 163lbs
CW: 140lbs
GW: 97lbs
GW2: 140lbs
GW4: 120lbs
GW5: 110lbs
This is me.
I am soon to embark on the long, difficult, daunting and seemingly impossible journey of recovery from an eating disorder (bulimia). If you too are beginning recovery/in the middle of recovery/thinking about recovery/recovered, from an ED or mental illness of any sort, please like this so I can…
bulimia is coming back with more binges. fml
i have screwed up my metabolism so hard. im still overweight and even though i diet and exercise, i just wont lose weight anymore, im just gaining. it hurts and i want to die. i dont want to be fucking fat anymore. i regret being born and i feel so unlucky being me.
He runned pass me today, he is pretty fit. I was just walking, almost.. Paralyzed when i saw him. My love. Im not even sure that he saw me, or recognized me. He used to love me once, when we were in the same class and i was skinny. 3 years ago. That is one of the reasons why i walk, i might run into him. And today i did. So i will have to walk more, and more often.. I want to see him again.
A thought that crosses my mind everyday is, what if im ment to be fat? Im not losing any, which isnt possible since im not eating enough calories to maintain. Its crazy, hard and painful to take. All i want is to be beauiful and happy
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Anonymous asked me how they could become confident. It’s hard to say exactly, but this is how I guide myself in general. I’ve been put down, called every name imaginable, and I’ve been through extremes but I was able to bounce back and I’m still able to be reasonably confident today. Hopefully this helps some of you, too :)
(via skinnykate)
